May 5 2002 at 3:23 AM
Response to Now......
|Well,I know my English is broken,the grammer is awful.Please excuse my bad English.|
I was an exchange student at a local highschool in California,when I was 17.I was not allowed to date with anybody at there,because of my host family.They were SO strict about anything I do.Their eyes were always on me.They didn't let me go out with my friends,ofcourse,no parties.So I had never gone out with any guys at there(except prom and other school stuff).But last month,when I was visiting California for a month to see my old friends,I met this 21 years old guy who is caucasian.We had a lot in common,and I started having a liking for him,but I'm kind of worried because I have never had a interacial relationship.and I don't even know if he likes me.he kept saying he's fascinated about Japanese girls and sort of stuff about asian.He was so nice(compared to Japanese guys I've met),and sweet.he say a lot of things like american girls don't really appriciate him.
I want to ask him how I feel but I do not want to ruin our friendship.I'm back in Japan now,and am missing him so much.I've been thinking of him 24/7!it driving me nuts.and,well,he's going to come to Japan this month,actually 19th.(He is studying Japanese at the college in CA)I don't think I will be able to act like I used to.(when he was only my FRIEND)
I think this story is going to be long and bore you,so I'm going to stop for now.Thank you for taking your time to read through this.:)